Recently, I have considered my cousin who lives in Pakistan. My heart kept telling me that she was the one.
Now I am struggling between three thoughts. On one hand there is this question what if she doesn't love Islam very much but then there is her kindness that my mom talked about with passion that stands against the first thought. The third thought is our Prophet (saws)'s advice to pray istikhara and put my trust in Allah. What should I do? I am in a dilemma.