Misgivings (waswasah) Regarding Hypocrisy

I have done the worst sins, disobedience to parents, i.e directly not listening to them, or giving them mental distress etc.

Also at that time I was hauled with waswasa, and I was as a result basically messing up in everything. Started missing university, (for which my parents paid cash this year, normally the government pays the fees). Staying indoors, hardly ever going out mentally I think I have become retarded, where shall I go from here.

I have created in my mind a scenario for which I made dua that matters would become this bad causing me to go into India with the Muslims and conquering it backed up by a hadith (I don’t know if weak or strong) that those that meet Hazrat Isa and a small group that conquer India will be safe from the hell fire.

Please could you clarify and tell me what I need to do. I have in all this taken a spiritual guide but the person I have taken as the guide I am now beginning to question his intentions etc. in all of this (which I am sure I can go on writing for much longer length) I lost / confused / questioned my very faith and belief in Allah and everything as a result, I think I have aged by face, I started to miss salat, ruptured a relationship and image amongst family member relatives friends etc, etc. I think I have become a Munafiq.

Please guide me or tell me what is wrong with me